I need a break.

As much as I appreciate my mom watching my daughter and as much as it relieves a lot of stress I would have from someone I don’t know watching her, I can’t help but sometimes think that daycare may just be a better way to go. She’s good with her and I know she takes good care of her, but I constantly feeling like she is questioning me and how I raise/take care of her. She has skin problems and I have taken her to the doctor for it, we have specific instructions from the doctor on what to do about it yet I constantly get the “Well you need to talk to her doctor about this” or “It’s really bad Megan” like I don’t know and like it doesn’t absolutely kill me that my daughter has to suffer something like this. I am doing all I can do for her right now because I am not a freakin’ magical healer, if I was, trust me, I would heal her in a heartbeat! She is eating baby food now, it’s not a REQUIREMENT it’s simply to get her used to it, you can start her anywhere from 4 to 6 months. She ran out of her food and I didn’t send any with her and I’m getting bitched at. “Well you need to talk to her doctor about not feeding her”. Excuse, but it’s not like I am starving my child. She is eating her formula and if she goes a day without eating regular food, that doesn’t make me a bad mom, and it doesn’t make her any less taken care of. I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders right now and I am trying EVERYTHING I can to keep it together, but it’s like one thing after another. I am not a bad mom, I make sure my kid is taken care of. I tell my mom all the time to put the baby down, she holds her ALL day and she hasn’t learned to roll over yet, she will be 6 months old on the 15th and she hasn’t rolled over yet. I don’t want her to be held back because my mom doesn’t want her to “grow to fast” *her words*. I just don’t know what to do, I’m so stressed out and irritated at the same time that I don’t know which way to turn. I need a vacation, badly.