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I’m back to a point in my life where I feel like I don’t really have any friends. I mean, sure I have people I talk to at work through email and I know if I REALLY needed anything, people would be there. But aside from that, I don’t talk to anyone, I don’t do anything with anyone. I mainly stay home and play with Leona. I don’t know if it’s because people think they can’t ask me to do things or if they assume I’m just too busy, but it sucks. I would like to have a life outside of my house and it just doesn’t seem to be happening for me. I’m not one to invite myself places so that’s not really going to happen…. I just feel stuck in a rut, like an outsider. Again.

On the bright side, I am going to go see one of my bff's in Fresno next weekend, it will be nice to get away for a little while.